April so far

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Hey guys, Absol here. Well, I thought I update on things.
im doing good for the most part. But I'll just say this and it's been kinda on my mind, but well might as well set it up for the next in line relationships ordeal;
WARNING: TINY VENT
 I think this might be the last time I try love Unamused Springtrap Emoticon 
if it doesn't work out and stuff...yeah....Unamused Springtrap Emoticon Unamused Springtrap Emoticon Unamused Springtrap Emoticon Unamused Springtrap Emoticon Unamused Springtrap Emoticon 
who needs a partner? It's very complicated and things are bound to lead to something good... Unamused Springtrap Emoticon  Or bad things happen. So I'll just say, if anyone else is waiting for me if this one doesn't pull through (I'm just saying) go find someone else. Springtrap Forehead Smack Emoticon 
You are far better off with someone else, not with me and how I am with things. Unamused Springtrap Emoticon 
I'm just a alien to these things and I think I'm better off alone. Smug Springtrap 
Okay. I got that out of the way.
(but in all honesty, I'm trying to hang in there before my kilgoreosis takes its course in leading into love depression. But if I truly love something, it can beat it and right now, I came to a fritz with the hardest thing in my way; "fetish" and feel like I'm being stalked by someone who maybe doesn't like the fact I'm trying to help my KI bestie :iconmrcrazyinstinct: with his health and well being in general...from this "person". (Will not be named for safety sake of white knights, ect)
I'm just confused on what to feel, I feel like I'm torn inside, past stuff from the past is a real b*tch sometimes They didn't see me - Chat icon ...it eats you badly to try to work things out sometimes. But I can't forget it, it's a deep scar, mounted in my brain for all time.
for now it's just a pitfall and I just got to get out of it, to work with my KI bestie. I do want it to pull through, because I honestly never felt this happy since not in a long time, I thank him for everything..:love: ) and if it does happen that he's the one, I'll be the happiest in the world I say! Hehehe and if not, I always have my knight in shining armor! Nightmare-kun OwO

coming up next:
Girl Scream Trap - Springtrap Emoticon  the starwars trailer was something! I can wait for it! 
Also, I think stress from work has taken its toll on me, it's getting to the point where I feel like I'm losing my mind!Free Scared Purple Guy Icon Free Scared Purple Guy Icon 
It just takes a pile of clothes and baskets and I go crazy!!FnaF Icon [41] - Staring Contest 

but anyway, KI marathon month is going well and I hope it goes on well too for me. I think after it, small doses of it and into something I notice you guys miss, kingdom hearts :) do you really enjoy my kh art that much? :D

anyway, my membership is ending and I had fun with it! Maybe I'll get it again another time.

well, this is Absol going off.

absol, outCrabs Look Interesting 

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GuyverMasterOmega's avatar
I hope you and your bestie pull through.
Oh and if you and him need anything, let me and those who care about you know. ok?
*hugs you gently*
Dear friend.